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| +.bitter ol' me.+ Its been forever since i've written one of these"biography things" so.. *browze* ill just throw a survey in.. [12] Things that annoy me 1) boring people 2) that whole "lets not let mindy talk to any kind of guy without pushing in between them..then fliriting until he likes me" routine. 3) MRS THOMAS 4) getting booted 5) stupid sex crazed guys 6) homophobic people 7) close-minded people who go : "you're Catholic? *makes face*" 8) nasty nasty nasty marijuana 9) rejection 10) friends who arent really friends (see number two LOL) 11) people who make my friends sad (I will chew his intestines. dont worry. >=0>) 12) too much of this. its like. bad drama. ..hey... i ran outta room! =0P hehe [11] People I like to be with ((this is in no special order.. LOL) 1) robinrobinrobin! =oD=oD!!! 2) tisha!!!! "just point at him!" 3) Jim-Bo 4) Lisa 5) Katie (hehehe *random point*) 6) (wow this is harder than i thought it would be....) ooOOo Martitha and Sabrina LOL (".. is that a foot?" "NO its a CAT! *smush*") 7) Frrrancisco-dahling 8) LEE!! (LOL "You are going to be in trouble" *AHH My Virgin Eyes!!*)) 9) JessiKa 10) Danielle! ("aww hes a reject??") 11) my Mom! (hehehe) [10] Things I'm looking forward to 1) Graduation 2) my Birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyy! 3) being able to legally drive 4) fixing my car 5) Christmas ! 6) graduation (did i say that already?) 7) Summer Break 8) ice skating next next saturday 9) movies (LOL "i hate them.") 10) .....ummmmmm..... tomorrow hehe [9] Things worn daily 1) Clothing. LOL 2) my ankh ring... 3) my Eyeball ring!!! (*staaaaaaare*) 4) ...earrings? 5) ..necklace.. 6) usually a smile =o) 7) my kyuute jacket with the fur ("what did you do kill a poodle?!?!?") 8) pa.......jamaaaaas! 9) Shoesies! [8] Movies I'd watch over and over 1) Dumbo!!!!!! 2) the quarterback princess teehee 3) the mask 4) the whole 9 yards 5) ace ventura pet detective 6) clueless ! (that is totally my movie) 7) gone with the wind (yea yea.. its a good movie tho) 8) Mary Kate and Ashley's Adventures in Paris (OMG LMAO!! hahahahahahah damn. the end.) [7] Places I'd like to go 1) ice skating 2) uncrazy (teehee 3) to my room 4) ..ice.. skating? 5) french class LOL 6) schooooool teehee ! just for lunch mwahaha 7) .......ice skating. [6] Things I touch everyday X______________X! YAY 1) penchils pens and markers 2) Hairbrush 3) a toothbrush 4) people ? =0) 5) the computer 6) ummmmm and... iono.. my stereo [5] Things I do everyday 1) Talk. 2) Complain 3) Laugh 4) ..Not Die?.. 5) get so MAD because it happens every friggin day !*growls* [4] Foods I couldn't live without 1) .. hmm.. im on a diet.. so. lets make them good foods.. chinese food.. 2) italian food 3) oman.. a big ol' juicy hamburger... 4) aaaand... hmm.. cookieeeeeeees! hehe [3] Favorite songs of the moment.. 1) LAUNDER WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2) IMx-- First Time (or.. R. Kelly.. Feelin' Up Yo' Booty.. OR Masta P.. Rock It.. OOOOORRRRR GC --LIIIFESTYYYYYYLES Of the rich and the Famous.." teehee) prolly tho..... Nelly.. "its getting hot in here..... so take off all your clothes" mwaaaaahahahaha 3) Boston -- More than a Feeling DEFINATELY not even kinda enuf on music lol [2] People who influence my life 1) my mom 2) my home-fries [1] Person I could spend the rest of my life with 1) ...........*blank stare* iono. +.bittersweet-symphony.+ Cause it's a bitter sweet symphony that's life... Try to make ends meet , you're a slave to the money then you die. I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down... You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah. No change, I can change, I can change, I can change, but I'm here in my mould , I am here in my mould. But I'm a million different people from one day to the next... I can't change my mould , no,no,no,no,no,no,no Well I've never prayed, But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah. I need to hear some sounds that recognise the pain in me, yeah. I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now. But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singing to me now. No change, I can change, I can change, I can change, but I'm here in my mould , I am here in my mould. And I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mould, no,no,no,no,no,no,no Have you ever been down? I can change, I can change... Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life. Trying to make ends meet, try to find somebody then you die. You know I can change, I can change, I can change, but I'm here in my mould, I am here in my mould. And I'm a million different people from one day to the next. I can't change my mould, no,no,no,no,no,no,no (Have you ever been down) (I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down) +.old.+ ! @ # $ % ^ & * ( ) +.others.+ Allyson-Babe Maki Tisha Chris Tiffany Slash |
.+im in there havin' sex ain't in there makin love+. okay yea right. anyways. we went to alabama. it was good. nice change of pace. i like to ride in the car. thats always exciting. just to watch teh world go by......... yanno ? thats what i like to do. which is why i like to drive. cause you can jsut watch everything go by.. like nothing matters.. you see peopple leading their lives.. getting out of their cars.. but i can stay in mine.. and jsut go. well.. my nails are bluu.. life is okay . im going to get my navel pierced tuesday. isnt that exciting !? i just read go ask alice. it was such a good book....................... so good.. oman. so much of what she said iw as like YES that is me ! some of those diary entries sounded like mine. minus the whole drug thing.. in other news.. there is such a cute guy in my history class >.< but only joey knows. i dont even think this guy knows my name. which is teh best kind of crush to have.. yanno ? just to see them from a distance and have your heart skip a beat .. =o) i go to sixth period just so i can look over at him =o)~~ hes so cute and has the cutest laugh. LOL oky im done. more later -m'lindish bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Sunday, March 2, 2003 At 09:07 p.m. .+im in there havin' sex ain't in there makin love+. okay yea right. anyways. we went to alabama. it was good. nice change of pace. i like to ride in the car. thats always exciting. just to watch teh world go by......... yanno ? thats what i like to do. which is why i like to drive. cause you can jsut watch everything go by.. like nothing matters.. you see peopple leading their lives.. getting out of their cars.. but i can stay in mine.. and jsut go. well.. my nails are bluu.. life is okay . im going to get my navel pierced tuesday. isnt that exciting !? i just read go ask alice. it was such a good book....................... so good.. oman. so much of what she said iw as like YES that is me ! some of those diary entries sounded like mine. minus the whole drug thing.. in other news.. there is such a cute guy in my history class >.< but only joey knows. i dont even think this guy knows my name. which is teh best kind of crush to have.. yanno ? just to see them from a distance and have your heart skip a beat .. =o) i go to sixth period just so i can look over at him =o)~~ hes so cute and has the cutest laugh. LOL oky im done. more later -m'lindish bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Sunday, March 2, 2003 At 09:07 p.m. .+identify logan 5+. okaaaaaaaay i watched the end of logans run.. tahts the most bizarre movie i've ever seen LOL.. anyways.. didnt do much this weekend........................ just been chilled out 'round the house.. playing the geetar and what have you. ech. im like blahblahblah. like.. i dont even wanna talk to anyone anymore. yannno its a terrible thing. =o/ ala. this weekend. im glad. it will be a nice change of pace. maybe ill have fun. i think im gonna go on the lam with robin =0) i've always wanted to be "on the lam" i dont know why. just.. to be a crrrminal on the lam... how fun ? right ? anyways. im out i gotta jump. school tmw... maybe? navel piercing this week =oD funtimes times a millllllion -moi. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Sunday, February 23, 2003 At 09:13 p.m. .+AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!+. yummmmmmmmmm *melt*  Benji- Okay girl, you got Benji! Hey, he's really really hot under all that makeup and he sings good too! In my opinion, his tatoos rawk. **Whose your Good Charlotte HOTTIE?!?!** brought to you by Quizilla bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Monday, February 17, 2003 At 01:05 a.m. i love the 80s i saw the single-most hilairous show last night on vh1.. (dont they rock times twelve?) it was "i love the 80s" and i sat and watched from 85-88 like.. an hour each.. it was such a funny show.. Michal.. Ian.. Black? i guess? was SO FUNNY !!!! omg that man just.. completely straight face.. and Mo Rocca from the daily show? heres a good quote from him : hes talkinga bout the horrendous chicago bears superbowl shuffle from '85 "The choreography is amazing. It's vintage Fosse. I'm surprised it didn't make it to Broadway. Because it's so gay." that man is funny. it was a good show last night. i totally reccomend it.. other than that i havent been doing anything. i feel sick. =o/ blaaah my throat hurts and my stomach hurts and im just ick. anyways... i helped change the tires on my car.. i love my car. its great.. so great that i actually insulted mustangs. they really are generic down here.. everyone has em.. nobody drives firebirds.. so.. im special.. yanno ? plus its a cute car. times ten. hehe okay .. well i gotta go im feeling horrible. ill try to get a picture of my car up.. anyways... i guess ill blog more later... -melindish bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Sunday, February 9, 2003 At 08:16 p.m. +: missed you :+ goooodness i've missed you all =o) my life has been alright i guess ? i dont know. i feel like i'm just totally separating from all my friends. i always used to like talking to everyone.. and lately.. every little thing has just been grating on all my nerves. its just like.. just grow up ! even like.. that girl in my art class.. its like.. when you talk to her.. she doesnt hear whatyou say.. shes trying to put on this image of angsty teenager grrly grrl. whereas im tryin to chitchat and shes all "yea." its so annoying. shes all "im so depressed becaus ei cant go rollerskating this weekend" or some other type of bullshit and im like.. yeeeeeeeeea. in other news ? i feel.. like.. i dont know.. totally alone. kinda like.. who do i talk to . nobody. yanno ? i used to have a friend that i could turn to.. but i dont want to put more on her cause shes got enough bullshit. but its hard when your closest friend is going through stuff and you're too far away to help her. it would be nice to see her.. it would probably be the best thing ever to go up to VA to visit her. because i miss her madly. i feel like.. i dont know.. shes the only one i've got at all and if i lost her i dont know what i'd do. theres jsut alot on my mind... i dont know how to put it into words.. i got my new glasses today.. and applied for a job at publix... i hope they call me back... its a really quiet place to work.. and i just wish taht people would grow up. its annoying to no end. i really REALLY hope we move. that would be so awesome. maybe to hawaii =o) okay.. i gotta get.. cause i gotta go wash my hair tmw... so ill ttyall later.. -myndi (=*oD new kiiiiid!!!!!!!!) "do i ever cross your mind ? anytime?" bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Sunday, February 2, 2003 At 12:10 a.m. :+Anytime : Brian McKnight+: i dont have anything at all to blog about.. sept im lookin for a job.. so here are lyrics to a song that i have been listening to nonstop.. ill get a new layout done soon.. i promise I can't remember why we fell apart From something that was so meant to be, yeah Forever was the promise in our hearts Now, more and more I wonder where you are [Chorus] Do I ever cross your mind, anytime Do you ever wake up reaching out for me Do I ever cross your mind anytime I miss you Still have your picture in a frame Hear your footsteps down the hall I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane How I wish that you would call To say Do I ever cross your mind, anytime Do you ever wake up reaching out for me Do I ever cross your mind anytime I miss you I miss you I miss you (No more) loneliness and heartache (No more) crying myself to sleep (Don't want no more) wondering about tomorrow Won't you come back to me Come back to me, oh Do I ever cross your mind, anytime Do you ever wake up reaching out for me Do I ever cross your mind anytime I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you and i miss you too.. *sigh* that song makes me tear up.. -me bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Sunday, January 19, 2003 At 10:14 p.m. :+plain ol' vanilla flavoured stupid+: today i drove to school =oD=oD!! i love my car. its the most amazing thing i ever had. i love it. i love it i love it. its such a great car. its there too. its like.. theres my freedom right there. i love to drive. its so fun. its so free its .. just is. me and james (james and i dear lord dont have an english panic attack) about music we used to listen to.. and i just cant listen to korn anymore... i used to.. belive me i used to be a liddo korn addict.. and now.. everytime i hear freak on a leash.. or got the life.. or any old korn song.. i have to turn it off.. like.. literally.. i was playing one of my old tapes.. to see what was on it.. and it was that.. then got the life.. then a whole mes sof songs i used to live for.. its like.. wow.. what happened to me? what was wrong with me more than that.. freak on a leash...dude.. that song.. i had so many frustrations with the peoplea t school that i loved that song it was my vent. and now its like.. when i hear it i think about everything i attached with it.. heres some lyrics that are good.. relating lyrics.. are good. Letters To Cleo---I See I think I'll close my eyes and wait as the world goes by. Won't see the same old thing it's out there everywhere. The thousand wishes I have had in my life come true. After they are gone I say, "what did I do that for?" I see I see I see. This world going in circles around all around me. I'll end up mad before life is through with me. Guilty old me. I think I'll pay my dues and drive real fast to stand in line. Then I'll wrack my brains to find some chaos. As the image forms I'll let it swallow up my mind. Time will pass I'll ask myself "This is a joke, right?" Thinking, thinking thoughtless but it sometimes seems. Think too much, too hard and it confuses me. Rectify myself to all the things I thought were real or I'll lock the bedroom door and simply stay at home good song yea? its from teh jawbreaker soundtrack. i gotta go get that. =o) anyways.. i've been thinking alot about people.. and stuff thats going on... and like.. i dont know. when i get it organized i'll be able to write it out.. im too tired to type.. buuuuuuuuut i love dude wheres my car!!!!!! sorry. hadd to say it. i love that movie it rocks. heheheeh okay more later. -me. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Saturday, January 18, 2003 At 12:37 a.m. +.non-judge-mental.+ *sigh* and here lies my nonjudgemental audience. who are you ? i dont know.. and i really dont care. read it if you will ? whatever. it makes no difference to me. *yawn* why are you nonjudgemental? because you dont make comments on what i say.. and it probably doesnt matter to you anyways. okay let me move on witht he entry.. i've been pretty much bored.. and dieting all week.. just... hungry. i've had basically fruit all week.. and today i had dried apricots and blueberries..which are making me so ill.. so so ill.. =oO! in other news? nothing else really has been going on ? i can play bits of more than a feeling.. and im having a nice release with the guitar... however i wish my ice skates fit me so i could go iceskating. i wanna go by myself. because i want to skate and skate and not hang out. i just want to be there... in the rink.. *heaaaaaavy sigh* i know im a freak but whatever. anyways... iono whats been goin on with me yesterday.. i just need to write it all down.. but not here.. because too many people wouldnt understand.. i hate feeling like im drifting apart.. but iguess thats what im doing. i just dont really feel connected to my friends anymore. its so weird. i dont know. maybe its the weather? then again. its always the weather with me isnt it ? it is all natures fault. okay. anyways. im out of things to say.. not relaly.. but what i reallyw ant to say ill save for paper. =o/ -me. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Friday, January 10, 2003 At 11:44 p.m. +.back in GA.+ wellp. im back =oD i had a pretty a-ok time in VA. it wasnt all bad.. i mean.. some of it was like "dude.. omg.." like my g'ma conviently forgetting things all the time? the whole "something is wrong with mindy" which changes to "whats wrong with mindy." is kind of... not funtimes at all? i did have a pretty good time out at my dads house. i really only hung out with dane, hes a pretty cool guy. he just reminded me of how there arent guys like that down in GA. like.. non-issue-ridden.. or at least.. dont always act like it ? i dont know. its nice to hang out with someone who isnt a. a jackass or b. completely overridden with drama or c. well.. they just dont have guys like that down here.. i dont know its weird to explain. im used to ooone type of guy... and one type of attitude.. and .. im not gettin that vibe from down here... anywyas.. im glad to be back.. not glad to get back to school, beleive you me.. i can just hang at home.. its a-oK with moi. tmw chris comes over to help me learn guitar =oD!!!!!!! im so excited. i absolutely am so psyched about this.(or should i say stoked?) its cool times a million. plus chris is so good at playing the guitar =oD i get to be a grasshopper >=oD anyways.. i guess im pretty much done. im so dead tired.. i need to redo.. new layout. im so.. over the whole "bittersweet symphony" mess... too many reasons i used that song... ugh. -me bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Sunday, January 5, 2003 At 12:10 a.m. +.today.+ leave for GA in like.. 4 hours. so i had better get to sleep huh ? ALL YOUR BASE ARE BELONG TO US!!!!!!!!!! *screams* -me sry btw if i left.. buy remember.. spiderman will make you gay =oD!!!!! LOL k.. im out. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Saturday, January 4, 2003 At 02:23 a.m. +.rented-stepchild.+ 
im still in VA. =oO yawn. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Friday, January 3, 2003 At 10:17 p.m. +.break is on wahoo!.+ wahoo ? what kind of a ... =0D! anyways. break. supa fantastismatico! im so glad. im totally not wanting to be in school. i had fun today me et my mom went to little 5 .. and just shopped around.. which was good times.. im having a pretty much groovy break so far LoL! one whole day. plus i cant get over that little dog =0)! tisha was like "he was trying to get you with my dog. i think i need to go get a dog like that!" LOL it still smells. yay! okay.. well.. i guess id better get goin.. talk more lata -melina bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Saturday, December 21, 2002 At 10:54 p.m. +.today.+ =oD! okay. he insulted novas? im so over that guy.. anyways.. robins friend david thinks im pretty =0D! how much do i love that guy ? ;0) anyways.. today was pretty much dull.. tisha gave me this cute lil' doggie.. (its a dalmation) so i carried it around all day... i get to 6th period.. and the guy that sits in front of me was like "hey cool can i see your doggie?" so i handed it over to him.. we conversated (lol!) and i said somthing bout the dog not having a nam.e.. so he goes "okay his name is zach." (whichi s apparently his name) and then he took out his cologne.. (which smelled.. SO good) and wa slike "and now he'll smell like me too ! so you can jsut visualise me at night" im like "oo baby?" lol! why is it that guys who smoke weed are so easy to talk to ? in other news... umm.. i have one final to take.. and tahts math *groan* i dont want to take satan's ex-ham. her final is going to be horrendous. boo. i got a twenty on trent-mans test... GooOodness.. i feel lik ea terrible friend =0O! okay.. i guess thats about it for the day...fyi: dave attel is funny. i saw his stand up act.. heres a quote to ponder "oh yea.. ram it blue eminem!" toodles melina bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Wednesday, December 18, 2002 At 11:00 p.m. +.BAH.+ okay. HI?>!??!?!?!?!?!?!!?!!????!!!?!?!?!? What the HELL goes thru some peoples minds sometimes?! i mean "hi i know that my friend likes this guy.. so why i dont i let him feel me up?" the SECOND i finda ny kind of new crush.. or anything.. shes there. shes THERE shes there. DAMMIT. shes ALWAYS FREAKIN THERE! why cant she just leave me alone?! my goodness. please. just go away. just leave me alone. stop talking to me. i dont care how often you see me in the hallways.. or how often you see me around town.. you crossed the line.. leave me the hell alone. when you get felt up by your friend's crush? theres a problem there. theres a severe problem. it kills me. because .. it happens every time. every single damn time. it doesnt matter. if i happen to ever get a boyfriend.. he would have to go to another school because.. i wouldnt trust her around him. it doesnt matter to her. shes like a friggin dog in heat! i swear! ugh. whatever. im out. -me. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Sunday, December 15, 2002 At 12:07 a.m. +.funtimes.+ yea. today was enthralling. really. we went to l5p.. and worked at the 7 stages .. that theatre is awesome tho... it has 2 (7 stages.. go figure) and the guys we worked with were gay.. and they were that cute little romantic gay. it was adorable. heehee! anyways.. we had to paint and/or clean. i chose the latter =0D it was so mega-funtimes. i mean.. seriously. you have no idea. anyways.. umm.. after that we (me ma jerry and matthew) wandered around l5p for a few.. then got in the car to go see a truck.. (which we totally missed our exit for) then.. umm.. iono. we all got back.. me and ma went to this farmers market.. then we got back..w atched the emporers new groove.. and here i am. today was fun. pretty much. generally. yanno . anyways.. i guess i'd better get. boys pms too much. ugh. more later.. PS- i saw an aweosme belly dancing store.. OMG it was funtimes. -me. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Saturday, December 14, 2002 At 10:51 p.m. +.here i am.+ okay im not hyper tonight. i reread what i had last blogged and um.. okay. what the heck? i was jsut on a sugar high. SO ;0) im going to little 5 tomorrow.. to do soemthing.. i dont even remember.. some kind of theatre project. im not too sure. anyways.. i presented my CD.. ms pooler is keeping it. shesl ike "ill be honest with you melinda. i have no intentions of giving this back. cause i love your CD" im like.. groovy? jarrad told me i grew up in teh wrong decade. get THIS .. i had to have someone work the cd player for me cause i totally went blank. im looking for a needle.. going "how does this work ?" heehee "killa-killa" holmes >duwan(sp?) bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Friday, December 13, 2002 At 11:26 p.m. .+why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?.+ LOL i love that osng ! lisa burned me my Crucible soundtrack CD (Thanaannnnnk you sweet-heart) and i put that song on there.. and welcome to the jungle ! LOL! muchos funnos >=0)! anyways.. life is pretty good. i went thru a brief "crush" period where i liked this guy, but then he up and started dating someone else. so im like.. err.. okay then wahoo fa' you ! anyways... life has been interesting i guess ? i have one final to take this year... Math. *dundunduuuun* how unfun. thats SO not tres bein *winkwink* okay im so hyper and i dont know why. just like Woo! must be that brownie that i ate ;0) THE funniest thing happened today.. so me and tisha are standing in the lunch line.. and this guy (who shall remain nameless) comes up to her and gives her 60 cents and goes "Jackie wants you to buy her a cookie" and she like just stared at him like *blank stare* she goes "what???" and he goes.. "Jackie wants you to buy a cookie for her." *insert long pause* "okay.." and this guy turns around and walks off.. tisha turns to me and goes "What did he jsut say??!" LOLOL!! She was so distracted by his looks taht she didnt hear what he said ! LMAO shes crazy. it was funny. she thinks this guy likes me shes like "its so obvious. he has like mindy-radar on" LOL! just because he turned around and said hey ?! Okay ?! what is that about !? anyways.. i gotta go lisa wants me to listen to some anti-flag. im so lovin the avril .. LOL! MUCHOS-Lovos me bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Tuesday, December 10, 2002 At 08:14 p.m. +.dont feel like blogging.+ okay i dont feel like blogging.. so heres the yay of the day.... I GOT MY DRIVERS LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *extatic* okay.. well.. i have been having such a good t-day break.. i hope yall did.. i went to go get pierced today.. and.. OMG it was like porno-land.. so i didnt =0. i gotta find a good place. LoL cause... getting pierced while horny hobos watch ... err... not my idea of funtimes... anyways.. ill blog latah. kishkish me. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Friday, November 29, 2002 At 10:43 p.m. .+....+. second.. blog tonight.. funtimes right? yea. sure. whatever. i am so i dont know.. letme steal robins word.. cycling? although i dont know if you can call perpetual sadness a cycle. its like.. everything is shit. i dont like one guy.. but i like another.. and he doenst like me. allegedly. tisha thinks he does. i think tisha is crazy. i just dont think the whole "dating" thing works for me. because... it just seems like i can never get it in sync with who it is that i like. i feel... out.. of sync with the world. the whole universe. i just dont belong here. at all... i dont know what it is.. i just feel like i cant fit in anywhere.. its an awful feeling.. lost.. and just like.. i dont know.. whts the word... hopeless... how about that one. so... i dont know. i went from angry to cry in 1 blog. yay avec moi. ? it.. just... doesnt make sense.. i want to leave. i wanna get out of this place.... i have to.. before i lose my freaking mind. answer me this? what is it that they have that i dont. ? WHO THE HELL KNOWS. im starting to think that this summer.. imade some big mistakes.. who knows... i dont anymore. someone wanna help me? its like im penelope pitstop.. but im terminally stuck on those damn railroad tracks.. and oooops here coems snidely whiplash to bring me down some more. where the hell did the hero go !? its like a cheesy bad comic with a lame hero who is never around when you need him. HAH story of my freaking LIFE! when is a male around when you need him? never. ugh. bite me. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Friday, November 22, 2002 At 11:36 p.m. .+ AARRRAAHGGLKASDJF+. is it like radar? people always have to comment and stick there nose up where it doesnt belong. it like.. shut up.. let me either work my own game.. or.. not scare the poor boy half to death by thinking im a crazed mellow-dramatic gossiping.. UGH! okay. ranting is done UUUUUUUUGHHHH bite me in the friggin ass okay? im just pissed now. -you-know-who bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Friday, November 22, 2002 At 11:02 p.m. .+3 GALLONS?!+. Okay. i think that the title deserves an explanation.. we were sitting in history.. and.. mr. p said somthing about dysentary.. which.. sparked a nasty convo.. and he said somethinga bout 3 gallons of diarhea (sp?) anyways.. that was pretty dadgum funny.. that and "Hey! thanks for being racist!" i love listening in that class.. the guys are so funny.. anyways.. i drew.. all over my whole friggen arm *woo* it was all weirdo looking. lauren was like "What happened to your arm!?" i dunno whats up with that guy.. i dont get what i have that all those other girls have *frustration* anyways.. im listneieng to the rembrants.. hehe so anyways.. i guess ill blog again at a later date.. keep it real.. many quiches me. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Wednesday, November 20, 2002 At 07:07 p.m. .+new_updated*. i've changed. gone back to my original format. because that pink prettymuch killed my soul on the inside. again. im sick. sick sick sick and tired of whats been going on lately. its crap. stupid bullshit. idiotic. i cant believe it. i didnt want to believe it until another person saw it with their own eyes.. and then commented on it. i just give up. as i said before i archived.. i think i just gave up on it all. bittersweet tears clouded my vision on Friday, November 15, 2002 At 11:27 p.m. |